「我葬の詩」上巻

「我葬の詩」上巻 ("Gasō no Shi" Jōkan) is Kyo's third poem book. It was released in August 2015 as the first of two volumes, the second being 「我葬の詩」下巻. Most of the poems published in this book are lyrics from Dir En Grey and sukekiyo songs. Some of the other poems were taken from the first two poem books.

卵

卵_1 (Tamago_1)	Egg_1
空間に存在する物体の理由に振り回され、 形の見えない事実は命を落とす	Having been swayed by the reasons that object exist in space If the truth has no form, it will lose life

路上に散らばる桜の日には…

路上に散らばる桜の日には… (Rojō ni Chirabaru Sakura no Hi ni wa…)

始まりは腐螽

始まりは腐螽 (')	It Begins with the Putrid Smell
愛くるしいのはいつも君だった 心臓が割れるほどに俺は何度じ死んでいる 甘い羅列が凌辱を産む 最高のナンセンスは剥き出しの愛に不快跡を根付け 線光をまばゆい紅に濁らせた	You were always the charming one I've died so many times to the extent of having my heart broken The sweet enumeration produces the humiliation The best of nonsense roots unpleasant marks on the bare love It clouds the linear light into a dazzling red

かすみ

→ かすみ

ZOMBOID

→ ZOMBOID

GARBAGE

→ GARBAGE

成長のカテゴライズ

成長のカテゴライズ (Seichō no Kategoraizu)

scars like velvet

→ scars like velvet

hidden one

→ hidden one

激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇

→ 激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇

逆上堪能ケロイドミルク

→ 逆上堪能ケロイドミルク

GRIEF

→ GRIEF

DECAYED CROW

→ DECAYED CROW

明日無き幸福、呼笑亡き明日

→ 明日無き幸福、呼笑亡き明日

Beautiful Dirt

→ Beautiful Dirt

STUCK MAN

→ STUCK MAN

Mノ器

Mノ器 (M no Utsuwa)

Vessel of M

窓の無い階段 とても長く感じるのは夜のせいではない。 素足に伝う冷気と階段を上る足音が明日に消えて行く 俺は何故階段を上る 俺は何処に忘れてきた？ 本当はわかってるんだろ？ 羞恥心を忘れない為の現実への階段。 やはり俺は地に手足をつき生きることにする 誰の為でしょうか？

The staircase without windows It feels very long, but not because it's night. The silver I feel on my bare feet and the sound of the footsteps going up the stairs disappear into tomorrow Why do I climb the stairs? Where did I forget it? You actually know, don't you? These are the stairs to reality that will not make you forget the sense of shame. I decide again to live with my hands and feet on the ground For whom?

DIABOLOS

→ DIABOLOS

LOTUS

→ LOTUS

慟哭と去りぬ

→ 慟哭と去りぬ

凱歌、沈黙が眠る頃

→ 凱歌、沈黙が眠る頃

GLASS SKIN

→ GLASS SKIN

凌辱の雨

→ 凌辱の雨

The Domestic Fucker Family

→ The Domestic Fucker Family

NHK教育黙示録

NHK教育黙示録 (NHK Kyōiku Mokushiroku)

「欲巣にDREAMBOX」あるいは成熟の理念と冷たい雨

→ 「欲巣にDREAMBOX」あるいは成熟の理念と冷たい雨

肉食コラーゲン

肉食コラーゲン (Nikushoku Korāgen)

スライス畑

スライス畑 (Suraisu Hata)

BUGABOO

→ BUGABOO

暁

→ 暁

CONCEIVED SORROW

→ CONCEIVED SORROW

DISABLED COMPLEXES

→ DISABLED COMPLEXES

剥製の穴

剥製の穴 (Hakusei no Ana)	The Taxidermied Hole
ゆらゆら絶望 ゆらゆら絶望 ゆらゆら絶望 人体模型とDEEP KISS たらたら脅迫 たらたら脅迫 たらたら脅迫 鹿の剥製とDEEP THROAT ほらほら便器 ただただ便器 垂れてる欲情	Despair sways Despair sways Despair sways DEEP KISS with the human dummy Threat drips Threat drips Threat drips DEEP THROAT with the taxidermied deer See the toilet Nothing but a toilet Lust just drips

業

→ 業

鴉

→ 鴉

HYDRA -666-

→ HYDRA -666-

瞑目

瞑目 (Meimoku)

クラクラ頭を回す度、叩き付けられ破製する意識が存在の耳を突 き刺し笑い出すんだ。ここが何処だなんて関係ない。誰にも有る はずさ、解らないならアスファルトに何度でも叩き付ければい い、音がグチャグチャ破水を始め産まれるんだ。どうでもいいな んて聞き飽きた、言葉自体に意味なんて無い。必要なのは行動と 意　　　　　　　　　　　　　識　　　　　　　　　　　　　 。 大　 嫌 　い 　な 　自 　分 　を 　今 　す 　ぐ 　殺 　せ 　。 新しく産まれた可愛い小さな手を大事に抱えながら喉を鳴らせ。 お前の存在がお前を苦しめるのなら答えは目の前、解放を叩き割 り　 ク 　レ 　バ 　ス 　に 　肉 　を 　咲 　か 　せ 　ろ 　。 何時も簡単に晴れ上がる空に嫌気がさすのは俺だけか？

Every time I dizzily spin my bead, the erupting consciousness pierces through my existing ear and laughs, It doesn't matter where I am. Everyone goes thru this. if you don't understand just slam it on the asphalt road as many times as you want. The water breaks with a gushing sound and then it's born. I'm so tried of hearing “Whatever”. there's no meaning to the word itself. All you need is to take action and have awareness. Kill what you hate about yourself right now. Ring your throat as you hold dearly the newly born baby's cute little hands. If your own existence is tormenting you. then the answer is right in front of you. Break thru the release and let the flesh blossom from the crayon Am I the only one that feels disgust towards the sky that clears so easily?

少年

少年 (Shōnen)

依存と啜る

依存と啜る (Izon to Susuru)

Bottom of the death valley

→ Bottom of the death valley

獣慾

→ 獣慾

Un cigno

Un cigno

鵠

→ 鵠

我、闇とて…

→ 我、闇とて…

艶かしき安息、躊躇いに微笑み

→ 艶かしき安息、躊躇いに微笑み

輪郭

→ 輪郭

咀嚼

→ 咀嚼

LIE BURIED WITH A VENGEANCE

→ LIE BURIED WITH A VENGEANCE

DEAD MUSIC

DEAD MUSIC

冷血なりせば

→ 冷血なりせば

滴る朦朧

→ 滴る朦朧

鬼眼-kigan-

→ 鬼眼-kigan-

THE BLOSSOMING BEELZEBUB

→ THE BLOSSOMING BEELZEBUB

maniera

→ maniera

Slumbering green

→ DOZING GREEN (Before Construction Ver.)

霧と繭

→ 霧と繭

迷子の貴方

迷子の貴方 (Maigo no Anata)

闇の紅

闇の紅 (Yami no Kurenai)

悲壮と落下する苦い太陽

悲壮と落下する苦い太陽 (Hisō to Rakkasuru Nigai Taiyō)

Chain repulsion

→ Chain repulsion

THE IIID EMPIRE

→ THE IIID EMPIRE

REPETITION OF HATRED

→ REPETITION OF HATRED

烏有の空

→ 烏有の空

空谷の跫音

→ 空谷の跫音

VANITAS

→ VANITAS

hemimetabolism

→ hemimetabolism

nine melted fiction

→ nine melted fiction

思考色

思考色 (Shikōiro)

Unknown.Despair.Lost

→ Unknown.Despair.Lost

鉄の器と残飯に肉のナイフ

鉄の器と残飯に肉のナイフ (Tetsu no Utsuwa to Zanpan ni Niku no Naifu)

leather field

→ leather field

Merciless Cult

→ Merciless Cult

性質の殻

性質の殻 (Seishitsu no Kara)

私

私 (Watashi)