シビレを切らしてる 僕はマゾの血をひき サドの君を待つ
出来れば 毒のbaiserで
悲嘆故に美徳見えず 君は最後のMOTHERで
記憶埋めて気付かれぬように 最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者 焼き付けて
嫌がる僕を見て 強くそして優しく無理矢理の決断
決して君には言えない
皮のキシム音が痛い 傷を深めてゆこう
嫉妬深い君は いつでも冷血なの?
幼い頃の虐待がね 今でも忘れずにいたい
何故MOTHERはいないの 教えてよ
いつかはやさしさに気付いて 聖母なる「ゆりかご」の中で
悲痛故に前が見えず 僕の最後のMOTHERで
せめて君に気付かれぬように 最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者 壊した
僕には優し過ぎたのかなあ? 昔のトラウマを映し
最後の君まで壊した僕はサド?
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Shibire o kirashiteru Boku wa mazo no chi o hiki Sado no kimi o matsu
Dekireba Doku no baiser de
Hitan yue ni bitoku miezu Kimi wa saigo no MOTHER de
Kioku umete kizukarenu yō ni Saisho no MOTHER
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo Okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha Yakitsukete
Iyagaru boku o mite Tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no ketsudan
Keshite kimi ni wa ienai
Kawa no kishimu oto ga itai Kizu o fukamete yukō
Shittobukai kimi wa Itsudemo reiketsu na no?
Osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne Ima demo wasurezu ni itai
Naze MOTHER wa inai no Oshiete yo
Itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite Haha naru "yurikago" no naka de
Hitsū yue ni mae ga miezu Boku no saigo no MOTHER de
Semete kimi ni kizukarenu yō ni Saisho no MOTHER
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo Okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha Kowashita
Boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? Mukashi no torauma o utsushi
Saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?
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I'm impatient, a masochist's blood runs in my veins, and I'm with you, a sadist.
If I could, I want to use the poisonous "baiser".
Because of grief, virtue can't be seen, you're the last "MOTHER".
I'll conceal the memory before you find it, you're the first "MOTHER".
Though a clock goes left to right, a committed sin will never change.
You're the first and the last person who understands me, you'll be burned into my memory.
Seeing me resist, the strong and gentle, forcing decision.
I can never tell you.
The sound of my skin grated tortures me, you'll let the wound fester.
Are you, a jealous person, always cold-blooded?
Still now, I don't want to forget I was an abused kid.
Just tell me why I don't have a "MOTHER".
Please find kindness in a holy cradle some day.
Because of sorrow, the future can't be seen, you're the last "MOTHER" for me.
At least I'll try to hide it, you're the first "MOTHER".
Though a clock goes left to right, a committed sin will never change.
I destroyed the first and the last person who understands me.
I wonder if you're too kind to me? Reflecting the past trauma.
I destroyed the last person, you. Was I sadist?
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