感じあえたあの夜は冷たく凍てつき
奥深く眠る解放の底へ
気持ちは遠く離れた奇妙な感覚
綺麗に見えた日々毒の花園
極度の苛立ち覚えた日からもう
他の誰かを探していた
もう崩してしまった夜は戻らず
君に会う度嘘をついていた
僕がそこに今は遠く離れていた
今は愛せない事実が
重すぎて苦しく哀しい
夜が長すぎた 切ない
君に起こった一つの事故が僕を悩ませ
君を救う言葉の一つも言えず冷めた
僕がそこに居た
今は嘘でもいいなら抱き締めようか
君の為になるなら何度でも見つめた
他の誰かに抱かれ…
だから少しでも近くに居られる様に
嘘でも今は心を殺していた
最初で最後の夜は過ぎ去った
貴方は最後までも気付かない振りをしていた
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Kanji aeta ano yoru wa tsumetaku ite tsuki
Oku fukaku nemuru kaihō no soko e
Kimochi wa tōku hanareta kimyō na kankaku
Kirei ni mieta hibi doku no hanazono
Kyokudo no iradachi oboeta hi kara mō
Hoka no dare ka o sagashiteita
Mō kuzushite shimatta yoru wa modorazu
Kimi ni au tabi uso o tsuiteita
Boku ga soko ni ima wa tōku hanareteita
Ima wa aisenai jijitsu ga
Omosugite kurushiku kanashii
Yoru ga nagasugita Setsunai
Kimi ni okotta hitotsu no jiko ga boku o nayamase
Kimi o sukū kotoba no hitotsu mo iezu sameta
Boku ga soko ni ita
Ima wa uso de mo ii nara dakishimeyō ka
Kimi no tame ni naru nara nando demo mitsumeta
Hoka no dare ka ni dakare…
Dakara sukoshi demo chikaku ni irareru yō ni
Uso demo ima wa kokoro o koroshiteita
Saisho de saigo no yoru wa sugisatta
Anata wa saigo made mo kizukanai furi o shiteita
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That night we could feel each other coldly froze
To the bottom of release, deeply asleep
My feelings are such distant strange sensations
Those days that seemed so lovely, the poisonous flower garden
Since that day when I felt utmost frustration
I was looking for someone else
Unable to return to the night already torn down
Every time I met you, I was lying
Right now I'm so far away from there
Right now the fact that I'm unable to love
Lies too heavy, so painfully sad
The night was too long So heartwrenching
The accident that happened to you troubled me so
Unable to say anything to save you, I grew cold
That's where I was
If right now you're alright with it being a lie, shall I hold you tight?
For your sake, I stared at you countless times
Sleeping with someone else…
That's why in order to be closer to you even just a little
Even if it's a lie, I now suppressed my heart
The first and final night has passed
And until the end you were pretending not to notice
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