痺れを切らしてる 俺はマゾの血を引き サドの君を待つ
出来れば 毒の思考で
悲嘆故に美徳見えず 君は最後のMOTHERで
記憶埋めて気付かれぬように 最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最期の理解者 焼き付けて
嫌がる俺を見て 強くそして優しく無理矢理の決断
決して君には言えない
皮の軋む音が理想 傷を深めていけば
嫉妬深い君は いつでも冷血なの?
幼い頃の虐待がね 今では理解さえ出来る
何故MOTHERは居ないの? 教えてよ
嗚呼 いつかは全て燃やして 消えてしまおう
母なる揺り籠の中は?
悲痛故に前が見えず 俺の最後のMOTHERで
せめて君に気付かれぬように 最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも 犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者 壊した
俺には優し過ぎたのかなあ? 昔のトラウマを映し
最後の君まで壊した俺はサド?
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Shibire o kirashiteru Ore wa mazo no chi o hiki Sado no kimi o matsu
Dekireba Doku no shikō de
Hitan yue ni bitoku miezu Kimi wa saigo no mama de
Kioku umete kizukarenu yō ni Saisho no mama
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo Okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha Yakitsukete
Iyagaru ore o mite Tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no ketsudan
Keshite kimi ni wa yuenai
Kawa no kishimu oto ga risō Kizu o fukamete ikeba
Shittobukai kimi wa Itsudemo reiketsu na no?
Osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne Ima de wa rikaisae dekiru
Naze mama wa inai no? Oshiete yo
Aa Itsuka wa subete moyashite Kiete shimaou
Haha naru yurikago no naka wa?
Hitsū yue ni mae ga miezu Ore no saigo no mama de
Semete kimi ni kizukarenu yō ni Saisho no mama
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo Okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha Kowashita
Ore ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? Mukashi no torauma o utsushi
Saigo no kimi made kowashita ore wa sado?
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Growing impatient I'm a masochist by blood I wait for you, the sadist
Preferably with the poisonous mind
Because of my pessimism, I can't see the virtue You will be the last MOTHER
I bury the memories and try to go unnoticed The first MOTHER
Even if the clock moves counterclockwise The sin committed can't be changed
The first and the last person to understand me I burn you into my memory
As you see me disliking it You strongly yet gently force the decision
I can never tell you
The sound of the skin squeaking is the dream If you deepen the wound
You, being the jealous type Are you always so cold-hearted?
The abuse from childhood I can almost say I get it now
Why aren't you here MOTHER Tell me
Ah Let's one day burn it all and disappear
What's inside the mother's cradle?
Because of my bitterness, I can't see what's ahead As you will be my last MOTHER
Hoping you won't notice me, at the least The first MOTHER
Even if the clock moves counterclockwise The sin committed can't be changed
The first and the last person to understand me I broke you
Were you too gentle for me, I wonder? Reflecting on the trauma from the past
Am I a sadist who even broke the last person, you?
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