JEALOUS

JEALOUS
Release	JEALOUS (1998)
Length	6:45
Lyrics by	京
Composed by	Dir En Grey
Live Debut	1998.05.05
Last Played	2023.05.06
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Lyrics
These are the lyrics of the normal version of this song. You can find the lyrics of the -reverse- version here.
Japanese	Rōmaji	Fan-Translation
彼に迷いだしたアノ日から 何故か心が拒絶していた 彼の姿が変形してゆく 遠くあまりにも近すぎて 仮面を被ろうか?彼の前では 引き攣る顔を隠せるから 体に迷う私の心は いつの日にか離れてゆく 毒の花のように咲いてみせるわ そして返り咲く花となる もう昔のように笑えなくなった 彼を愛した私ではない 心は傷ついて癒せずに 色あせてゆく 愛は崩れゆく中で 花と咲き乱れて… 一度だけ二月のアノ夜に 乱れる人を抱いていた 愛する「貴方」忘れられず	Kare ni mayoi dashita ano hi kara Naze ka kokoro ga kyozetsu shiteita Kare no sugata ga henkei shite yuku Tōku amari ni mo chikasugite Kamen o kaburō ka? Kare no mae de wa Hikitsuru kao o kakuseru kara Karada ni mayō watashi no kokoro wa Itsu no hi ni ka hanarete yuku Doku no hana no yō ni saite miseru wa Soshite kaerizaku hana to naru Mō mukashi no yō ni waraenaku natta Kare o ai shita watashi de wa nai Kokoro wa kizutsuite iyasezu ni Iroasete yuku Ai wa kuzure yuku naka de Hana to sakimidarete… Ichido dake nigatsu no ano yoru ni Midareru hito o daiteita Ai suru "anata" wasurerarezu	From that day that I started to be uncertain about him For some reason my heart rejected him His appearance starts to transform Far away and yet much too close Should I wear a mask? In front of him So I can hide my tense expression My heart that is lost in my body Will one day grow distant Like a poisonous flower I will show you how I bloom And I'll become a flower that will bloom once again I have become unable to smile like I used to I am no longer the one who loved him My heart is hurt and unable to heal Its colors fade away And as our love crumbles I bloom with the flowers in a riot of colors… Just one time that night in February You were holding someone in disarray Unable to forget the "you" you love
These lyrics don't have an official translation. The fan-translation was taken from here.

Trivia

• An acoustic version of this song was performed on August 6, 1998.

Title

• The working title of this song was MASK.

Lyrics

• The five lines at the beginning weren't included in any printed lyrics. They're the songs refrain:

心は傷ついて癒せずに (Kokoro wa kizutsuite iyasezu ni) – My heart is hurt and unable to heal

色あせてゆく (Iroasete yuku) – Its colors fade away

愛は崩れゆく中で (Ai wa kuzure yuku naka de) – And as our love crumbles

花と咲き乱れて… (Hana to sakimidarete…) – I bloom with the flowers in a riot of colors…

JEALOUS

Appearances

Release Title	Release Date	Song Title	Notes
Audio
JEALOUS	1998.05.10	JEALOUS	–
Video
妄想統覚劇	1998.10.07	JEALOUS	Music video.
1999年12月18日大阪城ホール	2000.02.16		Filmed on December 18, 1999 at 大阪城ホール.
TOUR23 PHALARIS -Vol.II-「a knot」LIMITED 25TH ANNIVERSARY LIVE	2023.10		Filmed on May 5, 2023 at KBSホール.