前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて…

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて…

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無きに愛をこめて… (Just a line to ask you, how are you? To you who has no name, with love from the end of the earth…)

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より生まれてくる君達に愛をこめて叫び続けています 水浸し廊下を必死で泳ぐ子供の夢 ベランダには底が赤いお気に入りの靴が綺麗に並べてある事実 金魚鉢の中は熱帯夜　氷水を欲しがる小女が笑ってる笑ってる笑ってる 国境の向こう側には日々日常的に平然と子供を抱えた母親が 火の海に愛を投げ捨てる始末 道路脇に添えられた花に君はいつまでたっても眼を背けるばかり エド・ゲインにでもマスクを作ってもらえば今すぐ笑えるさ そしてこんな愛しいばかりの世界おさらに愛せる事実を喰らい尽くせ 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 言動主義者のサブリミナル的行動は効果的面万歳三唱 空は灰で土も灰194586815 降り注ぐ泥の涙に感服せよ 名も無き愛する人達よ決して涙を忘れてはならない…決して そこにこそ揺らめく現代の大国が存在する せいぜい皮が剥がさない様に神にでも祈ってな 遊ばれ上手な黄色い猿 手懐けられた黄色い猿 ケツに仕掛けられたHIVと言う名の現実を植え付け SEXとは呼べぬ強姦に口を塞ぎ八方美人のお涙ちょうだい まるで時代遅れな昼ドラさ バカも休み休みに主張せよ サビ色の水の入ったコップ 大事そうに抱えてるおかっぱの女の子 真っ黒の瞳で君をみつめてもきっと何も感じないのでしょう？ 青の時代よどこへ消えた わらわらわらと蛆虫さんこんにちは 挨拶も出来ない蛆虫さんこんにちは 俺は何も言わず踏みつぶす

Just a line to ask you, how are you? I keep on yelling with love at you people born from the end of the earth A dream of a child swimming desperately in a flooded corridor A reality that the favorite shoes of red soles, lined up in a row at the veranda Inside a goldfish bowl is a sultry night A girl who is longing for the iced water is laughing laughing laughing Beyond the border, mother unperturbedly carrying the child everyday day by day Throwing the love into a sea of flames You keep on averting your eyes from the flowers put on the street You will be able to laugh right at this moment if you'd ask Ed Gein or somebody to make you a mask Then eat them all up, the reality that you can love this world filled with loveable things, much more Hate others than love yourself Hate others than love yourself Hate others than love yourself Speech-and-action-ism person's subliminal behavior has an immediate effect “Hurray!” three times Sky is ash and soil is also ash 194586815 Admire the pouring mud tears Loving people that has no names, you should never forget the tears… never There exists a swinging large country of nowadays You'd better pray god that the skin will not come off Good-at-being-played yellow monkey Tamed yellow monkey Implant the reality called HIV planted in the ass Keep silence to an violation that cannot be called SEX, touching story of a person who's trying to please everybody Just like old-fashioned soap operas Stop your silly talk! A cup with rusty water Carried carefully by a bobbed-haired girl You do not feel anything even though if you were seen by the black eyes, right? The age of blue, where have you gone? hello maggots from all directions hello maggots who cannot even say hello I step on them without saying anything

愛読者

愛読者 (Devoted Reader)

安らかな休息の地へようこそ そして今夜憂鬱に抱かれて眠れ

Welcome to peaceful land of ease And sleep in depression also tonight

304号室、春と僕

304号室、春と僕 (Room 304, spring and I)

窓からいつもと変わらず桜が舞う ゆらり　ゆらり　ゆらりと舞う 意識と空　薄れてゆく 僕の手を力強く握っている手に涙が零れ落ちた 君は誰? 止めどなく流れ出す瞳は何かを語っていた 懐かしい香りが春風 にさらわれ まだ一つ僕は大切な何かを失った 誰も見つける事の出来ない…花を ——白い病屋—— 明日には灰になり砂になりあの桜の下で眠りたい 最期に願う事勿れ 一葉一葉の命の葉　ただただゆられる涙の葉 今宵　桜ゆらりと散り急ぐ

Cherry blossoms breezes from the window as always Slowly slowly slowly slowly flutter in the air Losing my consciousness also today Everything reminds me of nothing Taking my hands Holding them tight Tears fell down upon your hands Who are you? Melting into tears with out stopping Your eyes were telling me familiar scent was carried off by the breeze of a spring Maybe I'm going to pass away alone in this room The flower nobody can find but, you‥‥‥‥‥. Flowers rush into falling swung by the wind White sickroom blown by the wind I remembered my precious one at last Am I going to become ash and return into sand tomorrow? Cherry blossoms out side the window I want to sleep under that cherry tree at the end From now on I'm going to remember you swung by the wind with cherry blossoms Slowly slowly slowly slowly flutter in the air

304号室、舌と夜

304号室、舌と夜 (Room 304, tongue and night)

笑みを浮かべ涙流し手首にナイフを 信じた声嘘が笑う性的被害者 管を伝う赤い液をみつめて泣いてる 命さえも切り落とせず性的被害者 白い部屋を紅く染めて傷深く深く深くなれ 被害者の舌はありません 光はない閉ざされてる12歳のある朝 ベジタリアンぎみの僕にレアぎみの子猫 父よ母よ紅く染めて傷よ深く深く深くなれ 人の群れに縛られて孤独感じ何もできずに 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の夜 夜が恐い夜が寒い夜の群れ夜に溺れていく 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春 静かにして瞳閉じて母と父の顔を浮かべて 何度笑い何度泣いても戻らない 涙枯れた寒い夜はお別れです手首を切って 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春

With a smile in the face With tears running A knife on the wrist The voice I believed A lie giggles Morbid victim Looking at and crying Red liquid Running through the vessel Unable to cut off even this life Morbid victim Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring this white room red The victim has no tongue No lights Closed One morning of twelve-year-old I tend to be A vegetarian Kitten tend to be rare Father Mother Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring red Bound in a crowd Feeling isolation Could do nothing Tomorrow will not Come again Night of sixteen-year-old Afraid of the night The night is cold A crowd of night Drowned in the night Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old Be quiet Close eyes Thinking about the face of Mother and Father Even how many times I laugh I cry ever comes back Good-bye to the cold night of tears dried-up Slashing the wrist Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old

304号室、母と桜

304号室、母と桜 (Room 304, mother and cherry blossoms)

沈み出した感情には最後の別れを 息子の声耳鳴りさえ聞こえず泣いている 目に焼き付く傷跡には怒りを覚えて 瞳を閉じた息子はもう笑えずに泣いている 被害者の声はありません 病室から運ばれていく瞳は開かず 私の声聞こえますか届かぬ愛情 耐えきれない傷は深く短すぎる春よ桜散れ 昨日までは笑えていたね窓辺に咲く白合は枯れて行く 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の夜 泣いてみても笑ってみても窓辺に咲く百合は枯れて行く 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春 火葬された息子を抱いて変わり果てた夢は枯れて行く 耐えきれない鴨川に咲く桜の下 来年には綺麗に咲いて今までより満開に咲く 耐えきれない鴨川に咲く17歳の春

Say the last good bye to The feelings that Begun sinking Crying, not being able to hear Son's voice Even the buzzing in the ears Getting angry at the Scar Branded on the eyes Crying, not being able to smile any more, the Son closed his eyes The victim has no voice Carried away from the ward The eyes will not open Can you hear me? The love that never reaches The scar that cannot bear is so deep Go fall cherry blossoms, Spring is too short You were smiling Until yesterday Lily by the window is withering up Tomorrow will not Come again Night of sixteen-year-old Whether you cry or smile Lily by the window is withering up Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old Holding the son who was cremated The dream which has become so different, is withering up Being unable to bear Under the cherry blossoms Blooming at KAMO river It will bloom more beautiful next year Bloom in much more full blossom Being unable to bear Night of seventeen-year-old Blooming at KAMO River

少年

少年 (A boy)

闇　それは暗い喰らいの中の闇 瞳　それは辛い辛い現実を視る瞳 感覚　それは非愛情を身体で感じる感覚 裏切り　それは表面的で内面的な心の裏切り 弱さ　それは誰もが持ち合わせている自分への弱さ 少年はソレらを感じながら心に深く刻み付け 傷つきながら夢を無くし生きてゆく現実 愛するが故に無くした全てのモノよ

"Darkness is a darkness inside dark dark mind Eye is an eye that looks bitter bitter reality Sense is a sense that feels non-love by own body Treachery is a treachery of outer and inner mind" Weakness is a weakness toward oneself that everybody has A boy sense them from someone keep them in mind Living every day hurting someone and also be hurt All the things I have lost because of the love

懺悔唄

懺悔唄 (Song of Confession)

理解の壁は必要ない　ソコはとても美しい庭だから ソコに自由が有るのなら　土に埋め水をやり毎日唄を聞かせなさい 枯れ木に吊るした吐き溜めの耳 螳螂さん　蟷螂さん　吊るした僕と交尾しよう 赤いシルクとダブルベッド メスの吐息と卵子の呼吸 今限りなく自由な黄金色の空を俺は眺めている 笑みを浮かべて吹き出す命よ 解放と今だ気付けない哀れな人間に祝福を… 食べ残したメスを踏み潰し 俺は残した体を枯れ木に吊り空にこう叫ぶ 「俺は神だ」

Wall of understanding is not necessary Because it ias very beautiful garden there If there are any freedom Bury them water them and let them hear the song everyday Rubbish heap ear hang from a dead tree Dear mantis Dear mantis Let's copulate with hung me Red silk and double bed A sigh of a female and a breath of an ovum I am now looking up the never ending free golden sky A life spurting out with smile on it's face Bless the human being that can not still realize that this is a liberation… I stepped on the leftovers of the female I hang the leftover body from a dead tree and shout to the sky "I am the god"

安楽の底

安楽の底 (The bottom of ease)

歩き疲れたなら休めばいい ソコは安楽の妥協の都 酒池肉林の夢幻 気付く頃には暗の園 小さいこの子も押し入れの中 誰も助けてなんかくれないよ お前の悲鳴が今日も聞こえる 毎晩俺に聞かせたグチと何一つ変わらない ただの音だ 俺は黙って見て見ぬ振りをする

If you are tired of walking you can rest This is the city of ease and compromise Fantasy filled with liquor and foods It has already become a dark garden after you notice This small kid is also in the closet Nobody will help Also today I can hear you scream Just as same as your complaint that you told me every night Just a sound I just shut up and pretend not to see

我

我 (myself)

誰のわけでもなく 誰の為でもなく 誰の道でもなく 誰の夢でもなく

nobody but me not for anybody else nobody else's way nobody else's dream