前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて…

These are the 52 poems and their English translations included in Kyo's second poem book, 前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて… (Zenryaku, ogenki desu ka, saihate no chi yori na mo naki kimi ni ai o komete…), released on December 3, 2004. The English translations were made by Megumi Hinata.

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて…

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より名も無き君に愛をこめて… (Just a line to ask you, how are you? To you who has no name, with love from the end of the earth…)

前略、お元気ですか、最果ての地より生まれてくる君達に愛をこめて叫び続けています 水浸し廊下を必死で泳ぐ子供の夢 ベランダには底が赤いお気に入りの靴が綺麗に並べてある事実 金魚鉢の中は熱帯夜　氷水を欲しがる小女が笑ってる笑ってる笑ってる 国境の向こう側には日々日常的に平然と子供を抱えた母親が 火の海に愛を投げ捨てる始末 道路脇に添えられた花に君はいつまでたっても眼を背けるばかり エド・ゲインにでもマスクを作ってもらえば今すぐ笑えるさ そしてこんな愛しいばかりの世界おさらに愛せる事実を喰らい尽くせ 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 我を愛すよりも他人を憎め 言動主義者のサブリミナル的行動は効果的面万歳三唱 空は灰で土も灰194586815 降り注ぐ泥の涙に感服せよ 名も無き愛する人達よ決して涙を忘れてはならない…決して そこにこそ揺らめく現代の大国が存在する せいぜい皮が剥がさない様に神にでも祈ってな 遊ばれ上手な黄色い猿 手懐けられた黄色い猿 ケツに仕掛けられたHIVと言う名の現実を植え付け SEXとは呼べぬ強姦に口を塞ぎ八方美人のお涙ちょうだい まるで時代遅れな昼ドラさ バカも休み休みに主張せよ サビ色の水の入ったコップ 大事そうに抱えてるおかっぱの女の子 真っ黒の瞳で君をみつめてもきっと何も感じないのでしょう？ 青の時代よどこへ消えた わらわらわらと蛆虫さんこんにちは 挨拶も出来ない蛆虫さんこんにちは 俺は何も言わず踏みつぶす

Just a line to ask you, how are you? I keep on yelling with love at you people born from the end of the earth A dream of a child swimming desperately in a flooded corridor A reality that the favorite shoes of red soles, lined up in a row at the veranda Inside a goldfish bowl is a sultry night A girl who is longing for the iced water is laughing laughing laughing Beyond the border, mother unperturbedly carrying the child everyday day by day Throwing the love into a sea of flames You keep on averting your eyes from the flowers put on the street You will be able to laugh right at this moment if you'd ask Ed Gein or somebody to make you a mask Then eat them all up, the reality that you can love this world filled with loveable things, much more Hate others than love yourself Hate others than love yourself Hate others than love yourself Speech-and-action-ism person's subliminal behavior has an immediate effect "Hurray!" three times Sky is ash and soil is also ash 194586815 Admire the pouring mud tears Loving people that has no names, you should never forget the tears… never There exists a swinging large country of nowadays You'd better pray god that the skin will not come off Good-at-being-played yellow monkey Tamed yellow monkey Implant the reality called HIV planted in the ass Keep silence to an violation that cannot be called SEX, touching story of a person who's trying to please everybody Just like old-fashioned soap operas Stop your silly talk! A cup with rusty water Carried carefully by a bobbed-haired girl You do not feel anything even though if you were seen by the black eyes, right? The age of blue, where have you gone? hello maggots from all directions hello maggots who cannot even say hello I step on them without saying anything

愛読者

愛読者 (Devoted Reader)

安らかな休息の地へようこそ そして今夜憂鬱に抱かれて眠れ

Welcome to peaceful land of ease And sleep in depression also tonight

304号室、春と僕

304号室、春と僕 (Room 304, spring and I)

窓からいつもと変わらず桜が舞う ゆらり　ゆらり　ゆらりと舞う 意識と空　薄れてゆく 僕の手を力強く握っている手に涙が零れ落ちた 君は誰? 止めどなく流れ出す瞳は何かを語っていた 懐かしい香りが春風 にさらわれ まだ一つ僕は大切な何かを失った 誰も見つける事の出来ない…花を ——白い病屋—— 明日には灰になり砂になりあの桜の下で眠りたい 最期に願う事勿れ 一葉一葉の命の葉　ただただゆられる涙の葉 今宵　桜ゆらりと散り急ぐ

Cherry blossoms breezes from the window as always Slowly slowly slowly slowly flutter in the air Losing my consciousness also today Everything reminds me of nothing Taking my hands Holding them tight Tears fell down upon your hands Who are you? Melting into tears with out stopping Your eyes were telling me familiar scent was carried off by the breeze of a spring Maybe I'm going to pass away alone in this room The flower nobody can find but, you‥‥‥‥‥. Flowers rush into falling swung by the wind White sickroom blown by the wind I remembered my precious one at last Am I going to become ash and return into sand tomorrow? Cherry blossoms out side the window I want to sleep under that cherry tree at the end From now on I'm going to remember you swung by the wind with cherry blossoms Slowly slowly slowly slowly flutter in the air

304号室、舌と夜

304号室、舌と夜 (Room 304, tongue and night)

笑みを浮かべ涙流し手首にナイフを 信じた声嘘が笑う性的被害者 管を伝う赤い液をみつめて泣いてる 命さえも切り落とせず性的被害者 白い部屋を紅く染めて傷深く深く深くなれ 被害者の舌はありません 光はない閉ざされてる12歳のある朝 ベジタリアンぎみの僕にレアぎみの子猫 父よ母よ紅く染めて傷よ深く深く深くなれ 人の群れに縛られて孤独感じ何もできずに 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の夜 夜が恐い夜が寒い夜の群れ夜に溺れていく 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春 静かにして瞳閉じて母と父の顔を浮かべて 何度笑い何度泣いても戻らない 涙枯れた寒い夜はお別れです手首を切って 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春

With a smile in the face With tears running A knife on the wrist The voice I believed A lie giggles Morbid victim Looking at and crying Red liquid Running through the vessel Unable to cut off even this life Morbid victim Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring this white room red The victim has no tongue No lights Closed One morning of twelve-year-old I tend to be A vegetarian Kitten tend to be rare Father Mother Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring red Bound in a crowd Feeling isolation Could do nothing Tomorrow will not Come again Night of sixteen-year-old Afraid of the night The night is cold A crowd of night Drowned in the night Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old Be quiet Close eyes Thinking about the face of Mother and Father Even how many times I laugh I cry ever comes back Good-bye to the cold night of tears dried-up Slashing the wrist Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old

304号室、母と桜

304号室、母と桜 (Room 304, mother and cherry blossoms)

沈み出した感情には最後の別れを 息子の声耳鳴りさえ聞こえず泣いている 目に焼き付く傷跡には怒りを覚えて 瞳を閉じた息子はもう笑えずに泣いている 被害者の声はありません 病室から運ばれていく瞳は開かず 私の声聞こえますか届かぬ愛情 耐えきれない傷は深く短すぎる春よ桜散れ 昨日までは笑えていたね窓辺に咲く白合は枯れて行く 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の夜 泣いてみても笑ってみても窓辺に咲く百合は枯れて行く 明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春 火葬された息子を抱いて変わり果てた夢は枯れて行く 耐えきれない鴨川に咲く桜の下 来年には綺麗に咲いて今までより満開に咲く 耐えきれない鴨川に咲く17歳の春

Say the last good bye to The feelings that Begun sinking Crying, not being able to hear Son's voice Even the buzzing in the ears Getting angry at the Scar Branded on the eyes Crying, not being able to smile any more, the Son closed his eyes The victim has no voice Carried away from the ward The eyes will not open Can you hear me? The love that never reaches The scar that cannot bear is so deep Go fall cherry blossoms, Spring is too short You were smiling Until yesterday Lily by the window is withering up Tomorrow will not Come again Night of sixteen-year-old Whether you cry or smile Lily by the window is withering up Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old Holding the son who was cremated The dream which has become so different, is withering up Being unable to bear Under the cherry blossoms Blooming at KAMO river It will bloom more beautiful next year Bloom in much more full blossom Being unable to bear Night of seventeen-year-old Blooming at KAMO River

少年

少年 (A boy)

闇　それは暗い喰らいの中の闇 瞳　それは辛い辛い現実を視る瞳 感覚　それは非愛情を身体で感じる感覚 裏切り　それは表面的で内面的な心の裏切り 弱さ　それは誰もが持ち合わせている自分への弱さ 少年はソレらを感じながら心に深く刻み付け 傷つきながら夢を無くし生きてゆく現実 愛するが故に無くした全てのモノよ

"Darkness is a darkness inside dark dark mind Eye is an eye that looks bitter bitter reality Sense is a sense that feels non-love by own body Treachery is a treachery of outer and inner mind" Weakness is a weakness toward oneself that everybody has A boy sense them from someone keep them in mind Living every day hurting someone and also be hurt All the things I have lost because of the love

懺悔唄

懺悔唄 (Song of Confession)

理解の壁は必要ない　ソコはとても美しい庭だから ソコに自由が有るのなら　土に埋め水をやり毎日唄を聞かせなさい 枯れ木に吊るした吐き溜めの耳 螳螂さん　蟷螂さん　吊るした僕と交尾しよう 赤いシルクとダブルベッド メスの吐息と卵子の呼吸 今限りなく自由な黄金色の空を俺は眺めている 笑みを浮かべて吹き出す命よ 解放と今だ気付けない哀れな人間に祝福を… 食べ残したメスを踏み潰し 俺は残した体を枯れ木に吊り空にこう叫ぶ 「俺は神だ」

Wall of understanding is not necessary Because it ias very beautiful garden there If there are any freedom Bury them water them and let them hear the song everyday Rubbish heap ear hang from a dead tree Dear mantis Dear mantis Let's copulate with hung me Red silk and double bed A sigh of a female and a breath of an ovum I am now looking up the never ending free golden sky A life spurting out with smile on it's face Bless the human being that can not still realize that this is a liberation… I stepped on the leftovers of the female I hang the leftover body from a dead tree and shout to the sky "I am the god"

安楽の底

安楽の底 (The bottom of ease)

歩き疲れたなら休めばいい ソコは安楽の妥協の都 酒池肉林の夢幻 気付く頃には暗の園 小さいこの子も押し入れの中 誰も助けてなんかくれないよ お前の悲鳴が今日も聞こえる 毎晩俺に聞かせたグチと何一つ変わらない ただの音だ 俺は黙って見て見ぬ振りをする

If you are tired of walking you can rest This is the city of ease and compromise Fantasy filled with liquor and foods It has already become a dark garden after you notice This small kid is also in the closet Nobody will help Also today I can hear you scream Just as same as your complaint that you told me every night Just a sound I just shut up and pretend not to see

我

我 (myself)

誰のわけでもなく 誰の為でもなく 誰の道でもなく 誰の夢でもなく

nobody but me not for anybody else nobody else's way nobody else's dream

全てが苦か愛でありますように

全てが苦か愛でありますように (May all be pain or love)

When I cried over the fact that I was getting closer to them, which i didn't want to become Something dropped indide without a sound… Love which I did not wanted to know Because if I did not know the love, there will be no pain either

闇の紅

闇の紅 (Scarlet in the Darkness)

Darkness of the heart confronting millions of audience hanging down The fact that almost I cannot stand The fact scarlet spatter on black Accept Tomorrow… My good bye Me waving my hands ain't crying

物体的無意味

物体的無意味 (No meaning as a object)

Is that your dream to talk about love in romantic mood? Does it feel good to dream covered all over with big-name brands? Are you happy when you are talking a meaningful thing but nobody is really listening? Can you see things that you really need? Does escape from a reality save everything? Is it really necessary to believe someone? Do you feel the truth used for good? Does your kids love such you? How many People exist? who cry from their heart when you are gone The one who has courage always are justice? Is there no wall that can not be overcome? Does love really save earth? What is, to live for parents, to live for kids? I do not know because I am what you call, stupid Human being just exists, Nothing more

驚喜

驚喜 (overjoy)

Live smart Tend to be autistic boys and girls-in front of the Diet Building-mass suicide-club

250キロ、フルスロットルで浮かれた売女もひき殺せ

250キロ、フルスロットルで浮かれた売女もひき殺せ (250km, kill the merry prostitute in full throttle)

I deleted him last night At a lonely sun set park too far away from the word dramatic, after the rain Also today, the rain ask me You have nothing to protect It makes me laugh because I do not care He who was soaked to the skin, is also laughing December ornament Childish ornament The city infected so quickly looking like colorful drug A brainwashed disabled country which do not recognize that they are already swallowed up by England 250km, kill the merry prostitute in full throttle This is my educational guidance Free choice? Stupid couples which do not recognize that choice itself is already not free If you are vaguely just living I will sing the name of an iron hammer of judgment Shouting a lullaby from beginning to the end Everybody is happy if we could kill each other in the name of Maria Also today the spacious sky is gray Water-logged sand castle Now just a dirt castle So starved for love‥I am I will sleep tomorrow before he wakes up Which is more worn out? My precious castle Is this so called days of youthfulness

さえずり

さえずり (twittering)

Sex orgy with a keen knife You dream tonight, too Dream in a suite with a pool Your mommy is floating, too The mouth wetted by the yogurt Rewinding the second hand of removing the stitches You should kill words sometime The voice of longing is gasping Restriction anniversary party goes on everyday Your daddy is at the other side of the TV bird little bird, you have no freedom

スライス畑

スライス畑 (Slive Field)

I am a caterpillar I am eating green words that I do not even want to eat And that ever single day Nobody would notice The dreams will die as you keep on eating dirty feed And becomes a russet-colored huge moth, someone said long time ago But I did not belive Because I still have a dream I am holding it carefully and carefully with both of my hands and sleeping with, every night Sliced skin in between the fingernails and the noise of a ear chopped off Just a tiny moment in the afternoon to meet myself I do not feel empty Because I do not want to forget What colored butterfly am I right now? I hope I look like a beautiful butterfly as you do I open my russet-colored wing so wide And talk to you butterflies What color is your wing?

白い空、堕ちて行く紅い太陽

白い空、堕ちて行く紅い太陽 (White Sky, Falling Red Sun)

The skin of human being suits you Crybaby is your role Greeting today and tomorrow The tears of Christ has evaporated, too My back is infinite target I stopped to smile ingratiatingly Go ahead look down on me as you like Beautiful stars smiling also today Good Night Dissection dissection Laughed at I am buried with millions of dead frogs Sacrificing-mind sacrificing-mind Where are you going? Sacrificing-mind sacrificing-mind Where is it? Moral-sense moral-sense Good bye Moral-sense moral-sense forever…

街頭

街頭 (street lamp)

The city we two walked hiding our faces with pink plastic umbrella Just not to wet your shoulder… You are still a little bit warm and sitting in that chair I do want to touch but I also want to cry A half-drunk milk is showing the table somewhat lonely I'm loving you as much as the numbers of the cigarette stub i have smoked Under the street lamp of an electric light pole Let us go and pick up the unbrella dripping-wet which we have left depressed man talking to himself to the depressed sky of the depressed days

日々

日々 (Days)

Indistinct coexistence Almost a pig

bed

bed (Bed)

The love now died in the bed where we lie down back to back Please hate cruel me I am sure that will make you feel better Do I look evil to you? Nobody really can save me I knew Please forgive me Please forgive me Please forgive me Please… Please… Please… Die

人体模型12インチナショナリテレビ

人体模型12インチナショナリテレビ (A model of the human body 12 inch Nationali TV)

Wrapped in a newspaper holding a model of the human body that has mother's name on it feeling alive breathing looking and smiling at the reflection of myself also smiling and eating my brother spending days like this these days crying Miyako's voice could be heard distinctly from the other side of the paper sliding door and I may have felt that voice very painful spreading a curry of the school lunch on a roll bread seems to be a daily work I am not that bad at a recitation but because of my father's discipline I seem to hate but may love THE STALIN's "electric KOKESHI doll" so I started to listen and I thanked and thanked for the fact that I was in a huge ecstacy candy rice porridge was very sweet I made a promise never to forget your envious love on thursday which was a holiday in seventeen summer the day when the beetle's head came off One morning a prostitute was forcing me to buy Miyako's genitals at the check-out counter of the grocery store so when I tried them right there bunch of maggots fell out looked like dirty grains of rice of the early SHOWA period was the beginning of the defective merchandise, and I made use of my great erudition to the prostitute using my great erudition It was yesterday evening that I found out that there is sperm of a gay inside the cigar ordered from foreign contries I was angry the way of making a child was not written on the text book for the young people the reason why I shed a large drop of a sperm and a small drop of tears was since Miyako was masturbating laying next to me when I saw Kazuko's genitals without a revision shown on the CRT screenn of the 12 inch Nationali TV

主義

主義 (principle)

Yes, I still cannot figure out the meaning of the existence So I nick meanings on this body more more more and more Just smile and trample on it Ominous repeating voice still stinging Someday it will echo and nick inside this heart surely surely surely and surely Just smile and go through it It's much better than not being able to notice the value

迷子の貴方

迷子の貴方 (you are lost)

I'm free You have died Couldn't do anything you have died Right and Left are same faces Die until you are killed "Lost lost kitty cat, hung yourself at your home" turning turning turning turning around swallowed up in the tide of the world talking talking talking talking searching for the tree that bear money rolling rolling rolling rolling up red bud which I am violating

JUDA

JUDA (JUDA)

I let myself into the tide of you guys Applause are so inconsistent You guys do not seem to know at all Hanging bare light bulb of life Feel the end An open suicide stuffed in the bag, pulled up on the stage The worn-out voice are stepped on like a dead leaf The way that the numbers of rusty safety pins shows A cross under the sky of sorrow Human beings who forgot to forgive, laugh yourself The sky of sorrow The sky of sorrow Dead singing voice, Laughing dead body, Dead next year

Jesus Christ

Jesus Christ (Jesus Christ)

I am having communication with love I will kill you with emotion Do you remember the days you could laugh just as you like The garden of fear approaching in madness In other words it is out side of the cage I am getting used to it but will this scar disappear someday? Human-hunt with a bat in our hands Let's play more with me I bet you bless the generalizations just to make them hang together which I cannot go around with, anymore The un-happiness that you can stay Has no differences with the hang-together thing shown there Am I laughing quite well in your society? Which is more miserable? I guess you are more serious… I bet you can laugh again and again if you get more hurt, ragged and more broken And someday the cry of a grief will lead you guys to the god

無言の言葉

無言の言葉 (word of silent)

The string was cut So easily it was cut I will sing your song tomorrow Just a ordinary love song I was too awkward to say… Good bye

曲線美

曲線美 (curvaceousness)

Even how happy or unhappy somebody cries or yells, to me it won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach won't reach So that there are no time for sorrow hatred is coiled up and tighten drawing a smooth curve You surely understand if you lick this red eye ball by the tip of the tongue about me…

まだ見ぬ君へ

まだ見ぬ君へ (To you whom i have never seen)

Why am i dying? I guess there is no reason any where This is an ordinary story but I am smiling again and again Just a meat half rotten tied with attempted string Cry for me Only you are enough I am no Christ As a matter of fact there is no Maria either I want to be buried under a love only you have got Because I want to keep on smiling just for you If I could die in such graveyard buried under your love I will happily die without fail Let me forget my regret Someone… let me

煉獄の炎にくれてやる

煉獄の炎にくれてやる (I will give it to the purgatorial flames)

The smile of a mother who is tied to a huge tree and violated, hurts me I shall smile softly, too Rain and hail of antidepressant drug A window glass with a hand print left Black mannequin that has a mouth wide opened Being free Respecting own soul All of these are deception How high is the wall of understanding I will cry but only at the very end I'm a caterpillar What are you?

スカポルトロノ

スカポルトロノ (Scaportolono)

Cursed four-and-a-half-mat room dancing for a joy Canned inside is your genitals which you are so much in love Yes, you are a narcissist A despotic state is C-class horror and also a screaming horror Unlawful erotic animation blooming day by day Four-and-a-half-mat room with sexual shower dancing for a joy

花の葬列

花の葬列 (funeral procession)

So many kind of marbles red and blue are scattered all over the burned sandbox The heart of a girl who is collecting around carefully is still blind Both little hands will not reach Noah Bottomless seabed changes into conviction and sink So many shooting stars shining and disappearing Slowly slowly changes ocean into the huge sky The place where nobody knows the destination and does not feel the flow of time, either Someday the colors and shapes and memories will be pulled by gravity and all grows a leaf of none The Angels who wore a scale welcomes in by the silent funeral procession Little sandals will not move automatically As much as the number of marbles the little girl had in both hands full The beautiful flowers will bloom here soon So many kinda of flowers of sorrow, red and blue

夢は夢の中の儚い夢

夢は夢の中の儚い夢 (A dream is a ephemeral dream inside a dream)

Without nothing is my dream Just just cold season I just just like such just just cold season Such just just cold season One day I heard a sound that something is falling down Around me, only you with a bunch of white flowers are there From when are you there ? From when are crying ? Your ****** lips are, dried up like a crying moon Eyes are sinking like a dead gold fish Ears are drowning in the blood streaming from the eyes It is just just beautiful as ******** I just want to stare at you forever Until the red red thread shall be snapped I am going to sleep from now on. ******* ******** ************ With your head which cannot tell who's head it is I'm getting back to a dream so called reality A dream is a ephemeral dream inside a dream

鞠の傘

鞠の傘 (umbrella of a ball)

Walking down the street at night under an umbrella Sometimes very sad and lonely night falls I want to go disappear like this into a darkness that nobody knows I bet this is what everybody thinks at least once Walking down the street at night under an umbrella I am crying because I hear your voice every night all the time… Insomnia night thinking about many things that I do not want to think Thoughts keep on falling and is red I can not be ash Insensitively strong human being Will not hurt if I became insensitive human being? Also today under an umbrella I…

うすら笑い

うすら笑い (slight smile)

Smiling and feeling that it is tough not to have a place where I belong What should I do if I get tired of myself living with a smile? Like the people rotten and lying around, am I going to rot? I don't know I surely can't help I wonder where does it come from, the idea writing and performing by oneself To tell the truth, it is miserable, huh? Won't go away Won't fade away I can't help smiling after one minute, the face turns blue and the heart beating so hard, the word death in my mind shouting 1000 times, it's already a ten seconds left until after one minute In that way, I keep on betrayed every day and smiling foolishly Foolishly I am a "DARUMA" doll with a air hole in my breast It is matter of sex and death but after they get bored with me it's a show tent Spat on and got tired of looking, there will be no body peek-a-boo I can't smile

自由を感じる為の一つの方法

自由を感じる為の一つの方法 (One Way to Feel the Freedom)

I don't understand the importance of a life One way to feel the freedom Human beings are naturally an evil Human beings which are covered with number of films is what human beings call human beings The only thing you people who are too much used to forget, made up That is god What did the sky of a false image gave you? A guilty feeling that comes from regret? To whish the happiness given to the every single person? Because you take regret as a regret it is regret and because you take a happiness as a happiness it is happiness There are no naturally-happy or naturally-unhappy By breaking all of your environment that was naturally made Take back the naturally form Let the so-to-say evil which every body has, bloom Get the word freedom in your hand There…

風化

風化 (Fade)

Commit a sin on instinct Also shave their futures off The law of the jungle The loop of the death Love is merciless word association game The way they fade I can not stop laughing

ジキルとヂキル

ジキルとヂキル (JEKYLL and DIKYLL)

I want to put "" on my hand and crush it with all my might Right now The reality that I had this same feeling when I was little They punched a hole in my back with their white eyes I remember even now Somebody play chain saw with me before I die I bite "" neck and smile at it's life bleeding Fill the champagne glass with the love juice of "" This is what crazy is all about I will love all sweat and tears and blood and juice of "" Let's dance till dawn in a white dress Till it will be colored in red It must be beautiful…

証明写真

証明写真 (ID photo)

"I want to touch there" A slight curiosity Made me rotten How many in two month Played with me and left me Thats how people falls A picture Pasted in the shop Attend with a smile In so-what attitude Thats the way how I lived until now I can't cry even though I want to cry No tears are bursting even though I want to cry When you noticed the miserable fact… Do tears really trickle down?

日陰の臓

日陰の臓 (organ in the shade)

Dark dark dark sky and soil Bitter dark bitter deep inside the throat Also today I just climb up a narrow blind stairs …just climb up I am the weed grew on the street inside the mud Even what I wish, I am just a weed stabbing with a concrete thorn I just climb up a blind stairs …just climb up Hoping… To the park that you are pointing at

喰路

喰路 (Eating Way)

A piece of myself flowing to a drain Treating with bunch of useless piece My both hands are too small I can grab nothing Adrenaline Adrenaline masochism awaken Adrenaline Smile Smile red lips Smile Treating with bunch of useless piece My both hands are too dirty-sweaty-tearly-bloody. I have not grabbed anything Hate it… Really hate it… I want it to die… Counting down songs of a petal game

目眩色の観覧車

目眩色の観覧車 (Dizzy colored Ferris wheel)

All the things, people, objects seen from me window Do you love them? I still enjoy looking at you from the isolated non-stopping ferris wheel Human being is an existence who doesn't understand that it is A human being God… Tears of blade… Evolution is certainly moving on to degeneration A girl playing with a cloud on mother's lap A wind-bell calmly swing their tone in the wind A boy playing with the sand hiding in the shade A wind-bell calmly burn their tone in a fault Crybaby-sky is crying also today If the patience makes only the pain Around and round a ferris wheel with dismembered body now go round and round

沈黙の感情

沈黙の感情 (silent emotion)

Future too close Things we build up "Fake smile" "Mentality of a betray" "Silence of anger" "Trauma of wrist" Hatred of brain" "Un-sadness" "Sexual feelings" Every single things For ever Has to be white Cannot avoid to be dyed in black The reason it has to be colored in dappled colors The scar that cannot be cured Everybody is saddled with the weight which looks like pain Everybody cannot ever be saddled with all of the weight which looks like pain Too simple reason to lose their life Is human being the most weakest being among any other being Life is short Fall in love, girls

DEAD MUSIC

DEAD MUSIC (DEAD MUSIC)

Too much message Ordinary message Too much noisy sound right, left and in front of my face? Out of the question? Today What can we hear from the other side of the speaker? The other side of the speaker is just concrete wall We can hear nothing

臍の下

臍の下 (Under the Navel)

Awful future is waiting for you Acquaintances belew the navel You’d better engage among lower part of the bodys Or should we be rather sold to England? Doll…Yes, doll Make blood splash and be happy Bright future is waiting for you Princess will wake up Western clothes are not suitable for the Japanese dolls falling down falling down…Mr. "DARUMA" doll

事実

事実 (As a matter of fact)

As a matter of fact, you are not there As a matter of fact, I exist upon a pile of dead body laid on victims I dyed black to see you The way of the feeling is different, as a matter of fact As a matter of fact, My singing voice is certainly dying as I go through these flattered feasts

公園まであと少し

公園まであと少し (Will soon reach the park)

We were still on the way at this never-ending brick road Now I am going ahead alone I recall your temperature every time I feel the cool breeze It will not be long before I reach that park The park where the cold benches are A boy feeding a pigeon I guess someday He will die too Melted snow washes the season away everyday Drops colors into the eye from the sky to the ground And welcome cruelly beautiful death This is the first time I looked upon the sky since I became alone Since when was the sky this cruel? It will not be long before I reach that park The park where the cold benches are Infinite blue sky

成長のカテゴライズ

成長のカテゴライズ (categorize of growth)

If I could only swallow up the pain of the heart Can I live plausible? I, categorize of growth I guess I have noticed that the life is so stupid A forgotten dream Played so bad with the destiny No wonder beyond that door is a land of a bright light As a matter of a fact, Must have not noticed My existence Even though you give your life to the future, just cry than try to cry All you have to do is break the door There must be nothing but the things that will not go away There must be nothing but the things that will not fade away Why nothing but the things that will not go away? Irritating days with no doubt will open it’s mouth The reality will never welcome me I think, if this place is the bloody prison beyond that door is a land of light Shall I make a wish for myself-tomorrow

三度の死

三度の死 (Die Three Times)

Slash my wrist in the room Hang myself in the room Slash my wrist under the light Please laugh at me it will not be a joke unless you do so

UNDER THE SUN

UNDER THE SUN (UNDER THE SUN)

UNDER THE SUN Looks as if they are laughing under the sun Disclosed red river flowing peacefully You people are walking and laughing on the mountain road that are made of dead bodies Reaching to the lily to which the ants swarm To the hands of the people who can not save anything Let them have Ash and Tears and Silence… Cruelly, The Moon and The Sun go across Even Tomorrow closed their eyes Asking the red sun silence and…Peace

後者の道

後者の道 (The Letter Road)

All over the body is paralyzed and crying like waterdrops on the window glass Tonight I dream a dream A dream that is to used to be born It is a very strange dream Me in pieces are falling down from mammy sitting down on a toilet Goldfish is drowning inside the white toilet with it’s fin taken off The genitals waving good bye with cold eyes I do not know why but I am crying I am crying A dream of mid summer will not be awaken A spider with twelve legs is staying on my arms Because the electric fan is stopping

8mm

8mm (8mm)

Stepping on the shadow with burning colored sky on my back Open the arms and ricognize now If it will be covered with darkness sooner or latter Crouching body and dead singing voice "Now sleep tight with the good night kiss" Noticing that this was all meant to be in the morning after the rainy season The mind who asked kept silence… Millions of the bright sky is right Will not forgive millions of sins Millions of the bright sky is right Will not forgive millions of punishments "Silver knife and silver folk Your medium-rare tongue" Playing a exposure of a film A piece of tragedy Showing again and again Asking sweet-smelling peach skin The heart which is not going to be born starts to scream

蠅

蠅 (A Fly)

Sight from a cliff There is ocean and sky lay in deep blue Everything is white one step ahead Ever lasting never ending white Deep inside my chest is an ripen red dripping apple Since the day I leaned against the apple tree How many apples has dropped? Tragic apples squashed on the asphalt Countless apples coloring the ground Crying a fly’s tears This is not a delusion but never ending reality To the freedom that never has been drowned I cut and drop the last apple Under the deep blue The tree with apples not being able to ripe