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|title= 軽蔑と始まり
|romaji= Keibetsu to Hajimari
|translation= Beginning With Disdain
|release= [[The Insulated World (2018)]]
|length= 3:12
|composer= 
|first= [https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/dir-en-grey/2016/kbs-hall-kyoto-japan-73fda63d.html 2016.09.16]
|last= [https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/dir-en-grey/2025/zepp-haneda-tokyo-tokyo-japan-6340ba87.html 2025.12.10]
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{{Lyrics|
こうやって生きるしか
俺には何にもねえから
惨めなんて思いはしない
そう思っているのはお前達だ

お前の為じゃない
笑え　そして見下せ

Endlessに流し込まれた
いつも同じ言葉で
生き飽きたんだ
死に物狂いで

それが迫害

お前の為じゃない
笑え　そして見下せ
己を見付ける事が出来た成功者よ
笑え　そして見下せ

俺さえ死ねばいい
さあ祝えよ　傷に
俺さえ死ねばいい

こうやって生きるしか
俺には何にもねえから

それが迫害
お前はどっちだ?

何故躊躇う?俺よ
擬常識のParasite
恐怖の楽園　死のDive
擬常識のParasite

何より欲しい
俺の価値が欲しい

俺さえ死ねばいい
さあ祝えよ　傷に
俺さえ死ねばいい
俺さえ死ねばいい
さあ祝えよ　傷に
俺さえ死ねばいい

CHAOS MODE
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Kō yatte ikiru shika
Ore ni wa nannimo nee kara
Mijime nante omoi wa shinai
Sō omotte iru no wa omae-tachi da

Omae no tame janai
Warae　Soshite mikudase

Endless ni nagashikomareta
Itsumo onaji kotoba de
Iki akitanda
Shinimonogurui de

Sore ga hakugai

Omae no tame janai
Warae　Soshite mikudase
Onore o mitsukeru koto ga dekita seikōsha yo
Warae　Soshite mikudase

Ore sae shineba ii
Saa iwaeyo　Kizu ni
Ore sae shineba ii

Kō yatte ikiru shika
Ore ni wa nannimo nee kara

Sore ga hakugai
Omae wa docchi da?

Naze tamerau? Ore yo
Gijōshiki no Parasite
Kyōfu no rakuen　Shi no Dive
Gijōshiki no Parasite

Nani yori hoshii
Ore no kachi ga hoshii

Ore sae shineba ii
Saa iwaeyo　Kizu ni
Ore sae shineba ii
Ore sae shineba ii
Saa iwaeyo　Kizu ni
Ore sae shineba ii

CHAOS MODE
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This is the only way for me to live
Because I'm worthless
I don't feel any pity
You're the ones feeling that

It's not for you
Laugh and then despise

Having it forced down endlessly
Always the same words
Tired of living
Desperately

That's persecution

It's not for you
Laugh and then despise
To the winners who found themselves
Laugh and then despise

I should just die
Now celebrate the scar
I should just die

This is the only way for me to live
Because I'm worthless

That's persecution
Which side are you on?

Why hesitate? Dear me
Parasite of absurdity

Paradise of terror　Dive of death
Parasite of absurdity

I want it more than anything
I want to be worth it

I should just die
Now celebrate the scar
I should just die
I should just die
Now celebrate the scar
I should just die

CHAOS MODE
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== Trivia ==
* This song holds the current record for the most time that passed between its live debut (September 16, 2016) and its official release on [[The Insulated World (2018)]] (September 26, 2018), with 740 days.
** Technically, [[詩踏み]] beats this by 105 days, since it debuted live on June 6, 2016. However, it was released as a single just a month after its debut, on July 27, 2016.

=== Appearances ===
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! Release Title || Release Date || Song Title || Notes
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! colspan="4" | Audio
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| The Insulated World || 2018.09.26 || 軽蔑と始まり || –
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! colspan="4" | Video
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| The World of Mercy || 2019.09.18 || rowspan="3" | 軽蔑と始まり || Filmed on [https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/dir-en-grey/2019/studio-coast-tokyo-japan-13931159.html April 15, 2019] at 新木場STUDIO COAST.
|-
| 落ちた事のある空 || 2020.10.30 || Filmed on [https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/dir-en-grey/2020/kt-zepp-yokohama-yokohama-japan-33996049.html March 28, 2020] at KT Zepp Yokohama.
|-
| MORTAL DOWNER || 2026.04.08 || Filmed on [https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/dir-en-grey/2025/zepp-haneda-tokyo-tokyo-japan-6340ba87.html December 10, 2025] at Zepp Haneda.
|}
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