理由 (2018)

理由
Rōmaji	Wake
Translation	Reason
Release	The Insulated World (2018)
Length	5:32
Lyrics by	京
Composed by	Dir En Grey
Live Debut	–
Last Played	–
Previous	Ranunculus
Next	–
The Insulated World (2018) Tracklist
1. 軽蔑と始まり 2. Devote My Life 3. 人間を被る 4. Celebrate Empty Howls 5. 詩踏み 6. Rubbish Heap 7. 赫 8. Values of Madness 9. Downfall 10. Followers 11. 谿壑の欲 12. 絶縁体 13. Ranunculus Disc II 1. 理由

Unofficial Lyrics
These are the lyrics of the 2018 version of this song. You can find the lyrics of the 2000 version here. There are no official lyrics available for this song. Please read the trivia for details.
Japanese	Rōmaji	Translation
8月5日土曜日　空に雲は無く ビルの最上階から　気付けば別れを告げて 8月3日木曜日　俺の心に傷が 6度目の傷　ズタズタになり全て壊れてしまえ　全て 出会って初めて気付いた　自分の愚かさを 人を信じられないまま　人を傷付けていると 何故また俺は君の事を　懲りずに愛するの こうして俺は愛する事を　忘れられない様だ でも 信じる事が辛く　気付かれない様に 独りで泣いていた　君に分からぬ様 これ以上　これ以上は　傷付きたくない でも今だけは君だけを愛していたかった 忘れようとした時もあるけど　今は抱き締めたい 信じる事が辛く　君の過去を知った 忘れられないのは　君の方なのに これ以上　これ以上は　傷付きたくない でも君だけを　力強く抱きしめられない 8月5日　晴れた雲の無い空の中で もう最後だね　地面に広がる自分を見つめ 「君を抱いて」「君を見つめ」「君を愛し」「君を想う」	Hachigatsu itsuka doyōbi　Sora ni kumo wa naku Biru no saijōkai kara　Kizukeba wakare o tsugete Hachigatsu mikka mokuyōbi　Ore no kokoro ni kizu ga Roku-dome no kizu　Zutazuta ni nari subete kowarete shimae　Subete Deatte hajimete kizuita　Jibun no orokasa o Hito o shinjirarenai mama　Hito o kizutsukete iru to Naze mata ore wa kimi no koto o　Korizu ni ai suru no Kōshite ore wa ai suru koto o　Wasurerarenai yō da Demo Shinjiru koto ga tsuraku　Kizukarenai yō ni Hitori de naite ita　Kimi ni wakaranu yō Kore ijō　Kore ijō wa　Kizutsukitakunai Demo ima dake wa kimi dake o aishiteita katta Wasure yō to shita toki mo aru kedo　Ima wa dakishimetai Shinjiru koto ga tsuraku　Kimi no kako o shitta Wasurerarenai no wa　Kimi no hō na no ni Kore ijō　Kore ijō wa　Kizutsukitakunai Demo kimi dake o　Chikara tsuyoku dakishimerarenai Hachigatsu itsuka　Hareta kumo no nai sora no naka de Mō saigo da ne　Jimen ni hirogaru jibun o mitsume "Kimi o daite""Kimi o mitsume""Kimi o aishi""Kimi o omou"	August 5th, Saturday　No clouds in the sky From the building's top floor　Before I realize it, I'm saying my farewells August 3rd, Thursday　The wound on my heart Is my 6th wound　It turns into shreds and everything breaks　Everything After we met I first became aware of my own foolishness Being unable to trust others　I hurt them Why do I love you again without learning my lesson It seems this way I cannot forget how to love But Trusting is painful　So that you wouldn't notice I cried all by myself　It seems you wouldn't understand More than this　I don't want to get hurt any more than this But only for now I wanted to love only you There are times that I tried to forget　But right now I want to hold you Trusting is painful　I learned about your past Even though you're the one who can't forget More than this　I don't want to get hurt any more than this And yet only you　I cannot hold tightly August 5th　Inside the clear sky devoid of clouds Now it's over　I stare at myself growing bigger on the ground "I'll be holding you"　"I'll be watching you"　"I'll be loving you"　"I'll be thinking of you"

Trivia

Title

• The kanji 理由 are usually read as "riyū", the kanji for "wake" would be 訳. Both mean "reason".

Lyrics

• Because the lyrics of this song aren't included in The Insulated World album's booklet, they were taken from the original version instead. The only audible differences are the change of the pronoun 僕 (Boku) to 俺 (Ore) and the addition of a new verse at the end of the song:

後悔なんてしていない　俺も俺の一つさ (Kōkai nante shite inai　Ore mo ore no hitotsu sa) – I don't have any regrets, I too am part of myself after all

惨めに後悔を愛するよりはましだろ? (Mijime ni kōkai o aisuru yori wa mashi daro?) – That's better than miserably loving your regrets, isn't it?

「君を失くし」 ("Kimi o nakushi") – "I'm losing you"