Spilled Milk

Spilled Milk
Release	Withering to death. (2005)
Length	3:44
Lyrics by	京
Composed by	Dir En Grey
Live Debut	2005.03.03
Last Played	2025.05.18
Previous	Beautiful Dirt
Next	悲劇は目蓋を下ろした優しき鬱
Withering to death. (2005) Tracklist
1. Merciless Cult 2. C 3. 朔-saku- 4. 孤独に死す、故に孤独。 5. 愛しさは腐敗につき 6. Jesus Christ R'n R 7. GARBAGE 8. Machiavellism 9. dead tree 10. THE FINAL 11. Beautiful Dirt 12. Spilled Milk 13. 悲劇は目蓋を下ろした優しき鬱 14. 鼓動

Lyrics
Japanese	Rōmaji	Translation
So I want you for me to die 血走る両眼　隠し　孤独は呑込む　必要に迫る声は 紛れもなく欲しがる君の言葉で　必要とされる喜びに 俺はほんの少し爪を噛む 泣いてる手首　隠し　流れるミルクに　執拗に黙る猫は 欲しくもない零れたミルクが気になる　それが愛なのか?過ちか? 俺はほんの少し君を見る 揺れている視界　映す　現実は実際で　執拗に試す君は 同意がない俺に腹を立てる　自分を見失っている君に 俺はもう一度恋をする 触れられない　触れさせない blind sorrow 君は待つ事が苦手だろう?だから泣かずにおやすみ 俺に何を求めているの?　綺麗だとか何だとか言えば眠れるのか? 窓辺に置いた花を視ている　瞬きもせずただただ 無いもの強請　孕む希望　聞こえないのはこの子の… くらくらくらい暗い恐い　昔話で宥めよう 泣き真似上手な俺はまた　ミルクと笑みを零して産まれない事実を与える Don't do an excessive thing	So I want you for me to die Chibashiru ryōgan　Kakushi　Kodoku wa nomikomu　Hitsuyō ni semaru koe wa Magire mo naku hoshigaru kimi no kotoba de　Hitsuyō to sareru yorokobi ni Ore wa honno sukoshi tsume o kamu Naiteru tekubi　Kakushi　Nagareru miruku ni　Shitsuyō ni damaru neko wa Hoshiku mo nai koboreta miruku ga ki ni naru　Sore ga ai na no ka? Ayamachi ka? Ore wa honno sukoshi kimi o miru Yurete iru shikai　Utsusu　Genjitsu wa jissai de　Shitsuyō ni tamesu kimi wa Dōi ga nai ore ni hara o tateru　Jibun o miushinatte iru kimi ni Ore wa mō ichido koi o suru Furerarenai　Furesasenai blind sorrow Kimi wa matsu koto ga nigate darō? Dakara nakazu ni oyasumi Ore ni nani o motomete iru no?　Kirei da toka nanda toka ieba nemureru no ka? Madobe ni oita hana o miteiru　Mabataki mo sezu tada tada Nai mono nedari　Haramu kibō　Kikoenai no wa konoko no… Kura kura kurai kurai kowai　Mukashibanashi de nadameyō Nakimane jōzu na ore wa mata　Miruku to emi o koboshite umarenai jijitsu o ataeru Don't do an excessive thing	So I want you for me to die Hide your bloodveined eyes　Swallow your loneliness　The voices pressures in Your words that ask for me　The joy of being needed I bite my nails just a little Hide your crying wrists　The spilling milk　The persistent cat becomes silent You don't want it but can't take your eyes off of the spilled milk Is that love? Mistake? I look at you just a little I picture the swaying vision　Of the reality being real　You test me persistently You get angry when I don't agree　You lose yourself And I fall in love with you once again Can't be touched　Won't be touched blind sorrow I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, go ahead and sleep What do you want from me? If I say to you that you look beautiful, will you be able to sleep? You stare at the flowers by the window, without even blinking You want what you can't have, You wish to be pregnant　But the only thing you can't hear is this child's… It's so dark and dark and dreadful　Lets calm down with an old tale I am good at pretending to cry　So I spill the milk and smile and I yell her the truth about not being pregnant Don't do an excessive thing
These lyrics were translated by Jewels.

Trivia

Lyrics

• Although the album booklet comes with an official English translation by Emi Yamada, the translation above was taken from 「我葬の詩」下巻, as it's the same translation, except for two small changes:
  • In the second line, the word "voice" was changed to "voices".
  • The line "Of the reality becoming real" was changed to "Of the reality being real".

Appearances

Release Title	Release Date	Song Title	Notes
Audio
Withering to death.	2005.03.09	Spilled Milk	–
Agitated Screams of Maggots	2006.11.15	Spilled Milk [LIVE]	Recorded on August 1, 2006 at 日本武道館.
MORTAL DOWNER	2026.04.08		Recorded on April 9, 2025 at the Belasco.
Video
TOUR05 It withers and withers -Bootlegged-	2006.02	Spilled Milk	Filmed on July 29, 2005 at the Octopus Rock Festival.
TOUR05 It Withers and Withers	2006.05.03		Filmed on November 5, 2005 at 新木場STUDIO COAST.
			Filmed on November 6, 2005 at 新木場STUDIO COAST.
DESPAIR IN THE WOMB	2007.02		Filmed on August 1, 2006 at 日本武道館.
TOUR16-17 FROM DEPRESSION TO ________ [mode of Withering to death.]	2018.07		Filmed on October 12, 2017 at Zepp Tokyo.
DIR EN GREY LIVE FILM 残響の血脈	2025.07.02		Filmed on March 30, 2024 at Astra Berlin